July 23 2014:
“God misunderstood when I told him what kind of body and voice I wanted.” -Lillian ….
Oh, my sweet love. I completely and totally get your frustration. We had a very loving discussion about how it’s okay to feel this way …. adding that although she may not understand it in this moment, she is perfect. I’m sure that’s not very meaningful to her right now. Perhaps, one day it will have meaning for her.
Mainly she is referring to her inability to articulate words as the rest of us can, her balance issues, that she falls so often and has so many strange aches and pains.
Here’s the song I like about all this jazz: