I know not what I am doing.
This requires more than
self-confidence could ever provide.
This beckons a confidence not of my self.
A confidence ruled by the force
that causes the musk thistle do what it does.
Sprout, grow, bloom, wither, blow
with the wind, and re-seed.
The force that holds the stars
in the sky and the same force
that grew two beings in my womb.
This beckons a confidence not of my self.
A confidence that compels one
to put aside ones personal preferences
and what one thinks one wants.
A strong force, it is.
Nature shows us how.
Be still.
Let go.
Surrender to not knowing.
And let the One confidence lead the Way. -2017 Camilla Downs, Lessons from Nature