She was tired.
Tired of trying to figure it out.
Tired of trying to make things work.
Tired of manipulating circumstances
to make things work.
Tired of trying to control situations to make things work.
Tired of living in confusion.
Tired of the suffering
created by way of her thoughts.
Tired of the chains that
bound her to the suffering.
Tired of dragging those
invisible chains through life.
Tired of not loving herself.
Tired of not being loved.
Tired of the responsibility of it all.
Tired of questioning her every decision.
Tired of hiding the Truth from herself.
Tired of running from her own self.
Tired of the darkness within.
Tired of the pull of the ego.
What she craved.
What she desperately needed.
Was … FREEDOM.
In desperation she dropped to her knees.
Crying out to the all knowing,
Take this tired body,
Take this tired mind,
Take this confusion,
Take this suffering,
She let it all go.
She released it to the divine.
She asked for liberation
from her self-induced suffering.
Liberate this soul.
Liberate this heart.
Allow this heart to open.
Allow this heart to
receive and know unconditional love.
Allow this mind to know Clarity.
Liberation to the graceful
place of Knowing Freedom.
Liberation to the Place
of letting go.
Letting Go
And saying Yes
to Life. -©2017 Camilla Downs, Lessons from Nature
(Written in May 2017)